It seems that I can't seem to let things settle. As much as I'd like to I have a tendency to make really stupid decisions. Tonight, although it wasn't a stupid decision, it was one that is going to well...complicate things. Why is it that patience is so hard sometimes? Why can't I just be happy with the way things are? Well, what's done is done. There's nothing left to say about it other than it's going to be a bumpy ride. But will he go with me?