dreaming with a broken heart...

No one says it quite like John Mayer. I find myself in the same situation as I typically end up in concerning those creatures of the opposite sex. I find myself one I deem worth my time, now keep in mind this is the same boy that I have put many hours of time, thoughts, prayers, and energy into and now here I am; confused at where I stand, upset that we keep hitting this wall, wondering if I am just making the worst decision ever. I am incredibly confused as to why it keeps coming to this place. All my friends tell me to let it go. He's a douche, not worth my time. Why am I not listening? I don't understand what the problem is. Why do I put up with it? Am I really being walked all over? Why is it that seeing the negative is the easiest thing to do in any relationship? I really just don't get it. He's done so many good things, said so many sweet things. At the same time though, he's shut me out. Kept his thoughts to himself. He's not ready for a relationship. He needs his time. I don't know if he'll ever be ready. Oh gosh....what did I get myself into this time.