Break is almost over. I cannot honestly believe that it is ending so quickly. Who knew that three little weeks could go by so quickly? Everything I wanted to accomplish, I didn't. Time is slowly ticking away and there is nothing I can do to stop it. On the other hand, I wish time would go faster. I wish life had a fast forward button. I wish I was able to fast forward or rewind to happier times. Times when life altering decisions weren't looming over your head. Times when one decision could ruin important relationships. Needless to say, I'm feeling a little melancholy.

I've been dreaming, probably more than I should, about the day I waltz on down the aisle. I cannot wait for the day I am bound spiritually and legally to one man for the rest of my life. He'll be my best friend, my confidant, and of course my most lovable annoyance. I'm not stupid, I know it won't always be wine and roses, but it'll be the best thing. I've got wedding brain lately and its...well not helping me be very patient.

I'm debating on my future. Two different paths are in front of me, a fork in the road if you will. I keep thinking about Frost's poem. C'mon now, everyone knows this poem. It's not hard to figure out. Yes, that's right I'm refering to The Road Not Taken.

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that, the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

So this poses the question. Which road do I take? I can't take both. I can't go back and time and make a different decision. I just need to make one. I need guidance. Clear, open minded, knows-whats-best-for-you guidance.