its a lyrical post...

Up and Up - Relient K
Yesterday is not quite what it could've been
As were most of all the days before
But I swear today with every breath I'm breathing in
I'll be trying to make it so much more

Cause it seems I get so hung up on
The history of what's gone wrong
And the hope of a new day
Is sometimes hard to see (what you see)
And though I'm finally catching onto it
And now the past is just a conduit
And the light there at the end is
Where I'll be

Cause I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
I know I'm capable of
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me for you

I truly love Relient K. Not only is there music catchy and enjoyable but it also reminds me of what i'm supposed to be doing. I have a lot of changing to do. I have a lot of growing up to do. The longer I focus on the past the harder it will be for those changes to occur. I have love and lost. I have made terrible decisions. I have made wonderful friends. I have been blessed beyond all compare.