leaving on a jet plane...

Well here I sit at 1:48 in the morning (according to my computer). I need to sleep so badly tomorrow....err well today is going to be an extremely long day! Today is my last day in Toledo. I have to not only finish packing, but manage to say goodbye to all my friends and family. Maybe even get my nose pierced? I am so ready to start this new phase in life, but I am so nervous at the same time! What if nobody likes me. What if I don't get along with anyone! Now I know these fears are completely ridiculous because one person is atleast bound to like me but still. I feel like it's the first day of kindergarten and in order to make friends I'll have to share my juice box or trade the popular girl my nutter bar for her squishy pear. Nice analagy right? I do have to say though I cannot stay in Toledo much longer. There is far too much drama that I simply don't have the energy to deal with! Everyone seems to believe in me. Everyone says they will be praying for me. Now it's time for me to suck it up. Buck up. and be the big girl I know I'm supposed to become!