its been one week.

Its amazing how many horrible/frusterating/amazingly wonderful things can happen in one week. I am so frusterated and so upset but by the grace of God I'm still finding ways to laugh and smile! lol We truely serve an amazing God. Throughout all this chaos I feel like He is standing right next to me holding me up by my armpits.

I took my first weekend trip home. So weird. Incredibly weird. I had been gone for one month and coming back was so surreal. I've never had a feeling like that and to experience it was so odd. I loved it though! It was just another sign of growing up and maturing. I know I'll never forget the lessons I've learned in Toledo. I'll never forget the people that influenced my life there, but I can't begin to tell you how happy I am that I'm no longer there. It was my time to leave and thank God I did.

I'm just happy at this place in life and for me to say that considering the week I've had so far is pretty impressive. God's working here. I'm not sure what exactly he's changing but I know he is. It sounds completely vague I'm aware but there is just some many things going on that usually would cause a breakdown for me and here I sit....smiling. It's an incredible feeling. Thank you Jesus.