"...you wanna show the world but no one knows your name yet wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it you know you can if you get the chance in your face and the door keeps slamming now you're feeling more and more frusterated and you're getting all kind of impatient waiting we live and we learn to take one step at a time there's no need to rush it's like learning to fly or falling in love it's gonna happen and it's supposed to happen that we find the reasons why one step at a time..." - just a little exerpt from Jordin Spark's new song One Step At A Time. It's a new favorite of mine!
Well things are starting to get better. I'm taking more initiative and getting out there and being social. Tonight we had a block party outside my dorm and I karaoked with a couple girls off my unit and it was actually enjoyable! God's blessed me with the oppurtunity to be here and I want to make the most of each situation! I've got some great girls on my floor and shying away like i have been recently just isn't like me. I just need to put myself out there like I usually do. I don't know what's wrong with me other than I've been sulking in my pity party a little too long.
I have officially made it through my first round of classes and this semester doesn't seem like it will be too bad. My 7:50 is going to be a challenge and so will my 8:55 Old Testament. I mean I'm completely aware that every aspect of the Bible is important...however trying to read through the Old Testament will be well...difficult. If anything I'll learn something right? right. Good pep talk lol