Am I The Only One?

Am I the only one that just goes insane when she's around people too much? I don't know what's happened. It used to be the total opposite. I thrived on being around people. They gave me energy, happiness, confidence...now I spend too much time with people and I'm running the opposite direction. I've finally reached a limit. The past week and a half I've spent almost all my time with groups of people and it's left me drained and exhausted. Yeah, I love all the people I was with and we had tons of fun together but I just feel like I'd reached a breaking point. That realization came last night when I was just a grouch while I was around people. It was totally unfair for me to act the way I was acting and I ended up apologizing for my childish whining and actions the night before so we'll see if forgiveness is in my future...however, seeing as I apologized early this morning and I have yet to hear back I'm assuming I'm in more trouble than I previously assumed. Oh goodie.

I just needed a day, and I took that day today. I did my own thing, relaxed, and just did me. I got some exercise in, some presents finished, cards made, and musicals listened to. Overall, it was just a good day to recharge. Now it's off for a 4 straight days of working, dealing with people, bad attitudes, and bad tips. I'm going to try and remember how great today was in order to make it through. Guess we'll see how far I'll make it.