Yet another weekend at home...

I know what you're all thinking. Wow she must really hate being at school. Well thats not entirely true. I enjoy it there especially since I've met some pretty sweet people and I'm looking forward to getting to know them better. One in particular...but I'm not looking to get my hopes up just yet. It's inevitablely going to be a little complex if I let it.

So the reason why I'm home. I've been having vision issues. The eye doctor wanted to see me...therefore I had to miss class Friday and go to the eye doctor. It was a good time let me tell you! But not to worry...I'm fine. Apparently floaters are completely normal? Yeah I looked at him like he was insane when he told me that seeing as I've never had a problem with them until like...2 1/2 weeks ago. I'm happy to say that I'm "normal" atleast in the vision aspect...but I still think being normal is overrated.

I'm still struggling through some stuff right now. God I really don't understand what you're trying to do and what you want for my life. Douglas J? IWU? I'm having trouble clearly seeing God. Show me your path...I'm still struggling with more...personal aspects...of life as well. Anger and frusteration are way easier to feel. I'm tired of this battle. Everyday...same thing...and here's the great thing...some how I'm still finding a way to blame it on myself?! How sick is that? Apparently I've just got issues...

I get to see Kevin tonight. [[woot]]