Thursday, March 5, 2009

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I visited Aveda today...oh my. I knew the program would be intense, but I didn't realize how intense it would be. Day classes would be from 9-4:30 Tuesday through Saturday, night classes would be from 5-10pm Monday-Friday. If I do it, I'll definately do the day classes, I don't want to be walking through a parking garage in a strange city at 10 o'clock at night. I'm just confused as to what God wants me to do. I'm so...lost, but its all good because I know He will open and close the doors that He wants opened and closed. I'm just kind of lost right now. lol

I have managed to get nothing done over spring break. All the books I was planning to read, didn't even get a chance to touch them. My journaling has fallen way behind...my room is a mess...it just hasn't been the spring break I thought it would be. My nephew turned 1 today. I'm kind of just at a loss as how much can change in 1 year. He's still a monster...bigger than all the other kids but he's still a little cutie :) I've realized certain ships have sailed and well I guess I get to stand on the shore and wave good bye. Maybe they'll come back some day, but that's not for me to decide. I'm curious to see where I'll be next year. Aveda? IWU? UT? please...can't I just flip a coin? lol

I'm bummed I'm not going to get a chance to see Bo. I wish I could see him, but I think by the time I'm back, he'll be in back at BBC being Adam and loving Jesus...I just love him. He's seriously so great, he's going to be such an awesome pastor some day! I'd love to see Seth too, there's another really great guy. His girlfriend is a lucky little lady and I sure hope she realizes it...if not I'll gladly take him ;) Just kidding...I'm breaking from boys lol It'll be better this way...yet none of my friends think I have it in me. Talk about great encouragement right? But seriously, I'm taking time to love on the only one that can love me unconditionally. Yay Jesus!