Well at the moment I'm supposed to be at my unit devotions, however I have NO clue where they are...and like a fool I didn't ask anyone cause I'm shy. Ok I'm not shy...maybe just a little too stubborn to ask for help. That's probably going to be my down fall here. I don't want to have to ask for help. I want to do everything on my own.
This week I've been trying to keep in touch with those that have already left for school. It seems that we come to the same conclusion. Once we have that core group of friends we'll be ok but until that happens we're kind of just...here. I know it takes time. You don't just instantly become best friends with somebody. I know all of this, but I still can't shake the feeling that I'm kind of just here. Existing. I'll get through it I'm sure and I do have some friends here which is helpful. I just don't like being that clingy be-my-friend girl...so here I sit. Alone in my dorm room listening to the giggles of the best friends outside my door. Am I pathetic or what? haha
