Sunday, September 28, 2008

the product of sleep deprivation...

Ever feel like you are just taking too much on yourself? You get stretched so thin that you find it hard just to keep afloat? That my friends is where I sit today. I'm on the losing end of a battle of emotions. With one hand I'm trying to move on and keep my emotional state intact and then with the other hand I'm trying to hold up my best friend here and make sure he is ok as well. I know what he's going through and I'm praying that he just lets God bring him to the otherside.

I just wish we could all get along really. I'm sick of people assuming that they know you because of what they see on myspace or facebook. I guess I'm kind of preaching to myself on that one. So many times I just write people off because of what I've heard and because of what she looks like. I'm so not ready to play these games anymore really. We're in college now. Look sweetheart. If you want him. You've got him. I won't play anymore. He's all yours.