So I was about to launch into this long post about how much I'm frusterated with my life right now, and how everything is just so hard. Basically the entire focus was on...ding ding ding ME. Today in chapel, there was a girl that spoke and I'm not a huge fan on female speakers so I'm not going to lie, I kind of only half listened. She talked about how at times we selfishly seek God. Like I said, I kind of only half listened, but as I was getting ready to type out this post about me me me, I remember a verse that I purposely put on my laptop so I'll see it everyday as a reminder.
"Humble yourselves before the Lord and He will lift you up" James 4:10
Moral of the story. I'm REALLY bad at being humble. I keep trying to pull myself up by the bootstraps when it just makes me fall face first into the mud and the muck. Its my stupid pride that gets in the way of doing what God wants me to do. I guess I don't really know what to do other than work on giving up control of my life. It's definately one of those easier said than done things. I know it's going to be a fight, but once I get the hang of it, my life will be so much better when He's steering the ship. Thats just my thought for the day. Slightly random maybe, but its kind of what I'm dealing with.
