Dolorian anyone??

Well I'm still waiting on that time machine.

I don't know what I want these days. Somedays I consider saying screw people all together, but then I remember...oh yeah I'd be depressed...and I'm talking majorly depressed. Then again...no people means no disappointment other than yourself. Sometimes I wonder if it's worth the exchange. I'm re-reading through some old books...some Dee Hendersons and one of my old Bible study books. Papa Bear would be so proud. Especially seeing as its one of those topics I sturggle with the most. I'm excited though...I'm hoping my mentality about the subject will be altered drastically. I could use some drastic changes...problem is I'm not good at making them. I never have been. Going away to school was a streeeetttttcccchhhh. Part of me thinks I made a mistake in doing so. Oh well, you learn from your mistakes. Some lessons take a lot of repitition to finally show me that SURPRISE! it's a mistake and its NOT making anything better. Now I love that I always say this but I still do stupid things. Yeah something's gotta give...I'm just not sure at the moment what that is. I guess I only have to be in the situation a few more months...then it will become a lot harder to make the same mistakes...ooh life. full of disappointments and heart break. hip hip hooray.